wishing everyone the best and safe travles this holiday season. Happy holidays everyone ^^

Im once agean partisapating in Secret Santa event. you can read all about it by going here -> [link]

Dear Santa,
Hi there!! yes its me ^^
You must be thinking that its too early to be wrighting you.... well tell tell that to my naubers who are pounding away puting up christmas decarations on there houses even befor thanksgiving ~-~.
This year I beleave I was a good girl for the most part but I know how bussy you are so Im going to make my wish list simple, k? Well to start I would think a funny christmas pic with edward and winry from FullMetal Alchemist. There a nice looking couple I would just like to see more emotion out of ed besides angry/sad/depressed/or scard you know? but if thats not posable It would be nice to see some origanal Dragonball Z art. Iv ben rewatching it resently and Iv notest how the fan art has drindaled to nearly 0 its sad sence the show that some awsome batle seens woo (>0o0)> ====0 *boom* (x_X)
Well thats all, hope you have anouther safe trip deleaving all thoughs gifts. See you around!

Sutashi04.

so im up agean at 3 in the morning becouse I cant sleep.
Out of bordem I desided I was going to search the web and see how many songs and/or poems I could find with 3am mentend in them. I was suprised to see quit a fue, even a poem magasen called 3am. any who... I came about a poem that intreaged me. Its sad that the auther has past on, I just felt the need to post it here for a short time to see what others thought about it.

Waking at 3 a.m.

Even in the cave of the night when you
wake and are free and lonely,
neglected by others, discarded, loved only
by what doesn't matter--even in that
big room no one can see,
you push with your eyes till forever
comes in its twisted figure eight
and lies down in your head.

You think water in the river;
you think slower than the tide in
the grain of the wood; you become
a secret storehouse that saves the country,
so open and foolish and empty.

You look over all that the darkness
ripples across. More than has ever
been found comforts you. You open your
eyes in a vault that unlocks as fast
and as far as your thought can run.
A great snug wall goes around everything,
has always been there, will always
remain. It is a good world to be
lost in. It comforts you. It is
all right. And you sleep.

William Stafford

If you didn't pay attention, this is not mine thouse the name on the bottem.
you can find this and other grate poems at [link]

P.S. Happy birthday to me

I came, I saw, I drow.
now what..... draw some more!

So.... this summer has ben pretty uninventfull. It had its ups and downs. My family reunane/late baby shower for baby noah was intresting. Alot of the family couldn't make it this year do to work or other comitment but for who showed up we had a nice time. It was a good thing that the rain held up becouse the way the clouds looked that day we all feared for the wost with us being out in the open and all.
Lets see.... monday of last week my dad had taken him self to the hospital becouse the night befor his left arm witch has ben realy bothering him for quit awile was realy bad and he was having some chest pains from what he thought was from a saver case of heart burn, anyway what was thought to be an in and out turned out to be a 3 day stay in the haspital. It turned out that he had plack bild up in an artery or two witch was cousen the pain in his arm, earlier beleaved to be a over exstended musil a fue mounths back. Well he had the poseger done to clear his arterys and had three stunts (or what ever there called) put into his heart and was releast on thursday. Hes ben off of work sence then, taking full advantege of his vacation time, hes on some meads for a bit and is takeing the steps to stop smoking, im so proud of him. In all hes doing alot beter now.
Other then that, I started bowling agean today. Same nice team I was on last year.
When I got home after finishing I found that a freand of my parents was over and he was showing my mom how to sighn up for face book. I do have an accout but I don't use it enough to be an exspert at it but despite that my mom is looking tords me for any qestens she might have about keeping her page up to date. so Iv spent the rest of the night till just a moment ago trying to get used to the workings of the page by posting photos, video, playing games, and going through the duzense of freand requests that have aqumilated from the time I was on there last. Im shere I'll get the swing of it soon enough and I'll be ready to be my moms face book toter.